I am a spiritual seeker of signs and synchronicities. They help me feel that I am on the right path from a history of trauma from abuse in all forms and 2 NDE’s. In a nutshell, this all has led me to mental health disorders leading to dissociative identity disorder, memory disturbances, PTSD, and anxiety. All in all I have learned that all the above has been created in my mind as a result of feeling unsafe and the fear of losing my life. I found this heart on a New Moon Solar Eclipse in Libra and have been healing on quantum levels all the while purging, grieving, and forgiving the past people, places, and things that have done so much harm and trauma to my mind, body, and soul. Not easy stuff. I have found that only love heals and to honor the time in order to do so. Every day it gets better. As the energies were heightened for me on this particular day (as above so below and as within as without) my heart and soul needed some extra love and a sign to assure me from spirit that I was on the right path and there was my heart that I had found on a bush outside of a hotel my husband and I were staying at. The fabric was also full of hearts/love and I believe in no coincidences that I needed a heart full of love on this day. We were actually there to purchase myself the only medicine that I have found that works for my chronic pain, anxiety, and PTSD. Cannabis works and has literally saved my life. It is my new found mission to help others in this manner, as well by becoming a certified cannabis educator specializing in helping woman with wombs heal from any trauma. My trauma starred out very young with physical and sexual abuse and I most likely manifested a life of additional traumas as a result of this never healing properly and becoming dissociated created out of survival. It wasn’t until I consumed cannabis is when I woke up to my truest essence and beauty of the amazing woman that I am and becoming. I know there are other woman out there with similar stories and I am very eager to share my wisdom and love…just like this heart on this particular day did for me!
